Tuesday, September 05, 2006

hmmmmm.......been a while since i penned down my thoughts......
so many different thoughts n feelings fleeting thru my mind this very second.....wat shud i write about?

rite now, me in a contemplative mood.....

juss now, one of my friends asked me wat i thought about life. i laughed it off sayin am busy livin it, so no time to actually think bot it. no doubt, it was a bold faced lie on my part.....but its got me thinking.....wat do i think bot life? Am i really livin my life da way i want it?

the only answer dat comes to my mind is a loud, resounding "NO"....!! sounds stupid, rite? but unfortunately, so very true.....

i completed my schooling n graduation in Pune....got placed in B'lore.....came to B'lore with millions of dreams in my eyes.....never been away from home before....beginning of a new life....a new place....new friends.....new beginnings....thoughts.....scary thoughts.....will i be able to make it....sooooo many what-ifs....n da list can juss go on n on n on......

where did i go wrong? did i go wrong at all? looking back, had i a chance, wud i change anything?
again, da first answer dat comes to my mind is an equally loud, resounding "NO"......!!!!!! weird, isn't it......????!!!!


i guess, dats exactly how life is.....it goes its own way, takin u with it....giving u choices....but eventually unfolding its own magic dat entices u, dares u, teases u, comforts u, cushions u..... need i say more?

6 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

yeah life's a fucked up bitch .. never cooks what you wanna eat .. but u just mutter and grunt and make do .. coz you are hungry after all .. and one must eat something.

7:13 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hehe.. man i was in an aggro mood the last time i dropped by .. :P .. :) ..

9:39 PM  
Blogger Deepak Gopi said...

Life is like that

1:01 AM  
Blogger FH said...

B;lore is beautiful but home is where your heart is:)) Sometimes you just have like what you have at your disposal,right? Makes you happier than being sad thinking of what you left!Cheer up and smile:)

1:56 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

:) wher are u ash ?? u have a fan base now .. i demand attention!!

5:01 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hmmm...
Were we not talking about it last week !!!!
Neways succintly put..
As Rocky Balboa said...
"You know kid lifes not all sunshine and red roses.
Its a tough cold place "

1:07 AM  

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