Tuesday, September 05, 2006

hmmmmm.......been a while since i penned down my thoughts......
so many different thoughts n feelings fleeting thru my mind this very second.....wat shud i write about?

rite now, me in a contemplative mood.....

juss now, one of my friends asked me wat i thought about life. i laughed it off sayin am busy livin it, so no time to actually think bot it. no doubt, it was a bold faced lie on my part.....but its got me thinking.....wat do i think bot life? Am i really livin my life da way i want it?

the only answer dat comes to my mind is a loud, resounding "NO"....!! sounds stupid, rite? but unfortunately, so very true.....

i completed my schooling n graduation in Pune....got placed in B'lore.....came to B'lore with millions of dreams in my eyes.....never been away from home before....beginning of a new life....a new place....new friends.....new beginnings....thoughts.....scary thoughts.....will i be able to make it....sooooo many what-ifs....n da list can juss go on n on n on......

where did i go wrong? did i go wrong at all? looking back, had i a chance, wud i change anything?
again, da first answer dat comes to my mind is an equally loud, resounding "NO"......!!!!!! weird, isn't it......????!!!!


i guess, dats exactly how life is.....it goes its own way, takin u with it....giving u choices....but eventually unfolding its own magic dat entices u, dares u, teases u, comforts u, cushions u..... need i say more?